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Today I was expecting to see this great jump in my temps but instead it went down. There is no way I could have ovulated. What is happening here? I have never had a strange cycle except since trying this donor thing. I just can’t understand it. I only have 1 ovulation test left but have the ferning thingy but really I don’t know how to read it, I can’t even see it. But I refuse to go and buy more test this month. Shit! I had already told our donor that it was finished this month and now I will have to tell him, oops false start :

What in the world is happening to my body, why is it changing all of a sudden, did it panic at the thought of real swimmers and shut down? Maybe this is a sign that I’m not meant to get pregnant?

Got cooling done yesterday. Whats wrong with that sentence…………………. should read, got heating and cooling yesterday. That’s right, they were to turn up between 8.30-10am, got a call at 9.30am to advise that they were still coming but were finishing off a job. 12.30pm they arrived. by 4pm they advise that they can’t finish the job today, when can they come back! “angry face” That’s not good enough. The installer got his boss on the phone it went like this:

Boss: Sorry we can’t get it all done today

Me: Look I paid you to do a job not give me drama

Boss: well pick a day we can come back to finish it, we didn’t go out of our way to make this hard for you

Me: well I go back to work next week so it has to be on a weekend

Boss: that’s fine what about the 8th December

Me: NO that’s too long

Boss: their going to finish the cooling today for you

Me: MMMMM No the wall is to come out this weekend and the heater is on that wall, it has to come out

Boss: they can take the heater out

Me: and leave me with no heating for nights, NO

Boss: I’ll call you back in 5 minutes………………

I hear the installers phone ring…………

Installer: MMMMMMMM he’s sending 2 guys over tomorrow (Saturday) 1st December in the afternoon to finish off the job.

Me: is he going to call me back?

Installer: No, did you really think he would?

Me: “satisfied smile on my face”

Apparently the reason why my installation was cancelled in the first place for Thursday is because someone came in and quit on the spot. I can understand that now because if the boss speaks to his customers like the way he did, how does he speak and treat his employees? Its quite sad really because the consultant was really good, the installers are really good but the boss, crap, he really dropped the ball on this one and I will be letting them know that’s for sure.

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Today I was expecting to see this great jump in my temps but instead it went down. There is no way I could have ovulated. What is happening here? I have never had a strange cycle except since trying this donor thing. I just can’t understand it. I only have 1 ovulation test left but have the ferning thingy but really I don’t know how to read it, I can’t even see it. But I refuse to go and buy more test this month. Shit! I had already told our donor that it was finished this month and now I will have to tell him, oops false start :

What in the world is happening to my body, why is it changing all of a sudden, did it panic at the thought of real swimmers and shut down? Maybe this is a sign that I’m not meant to get pregnant?

Got cooling done yesterday. Whats wrong with that sentence…………………. should read, got heating and cooling yesterday. That’s right, they were to turn up between 8.30-10am, got a call at 9.30am to advise that they were still coming but were finishing off a job. 12.30pm they arrived. by 4pm they advise that they can’t finish the job today, when can they come back! “angry face” That’s not good enough. The installer got his boss on the phone it went like this:

Boss: Sorry we can’t get it all done today

Me: Look I paid you to do a job not give me drama

Boss: well pick a day we can come back to finish it, we didn’t go out of our way to make this hard for you

Me: well I go back to work next week so it has to be on a weekend

Boss: that’s fine what about the 8th December

Me: NO that’s too long

Boss: their going to finish the cooling today for you

Me: MMMMM No the wall is to come out this weekend and the heater is on that wall, it has to come out

Boss: they can take the heater out

Me: and leave me with no heating for nights, NO

Boss: I’ll call you back in 5 minutes………………

I hear the installers phone ring…………

Installer: MMMMMMMM he’s sending 2 guys over tomorrow (Saturday) 1st December in the afternoon to finish off the job.

Me: is he going to call me back?

Installer: No, did you really think he would?

Me: “satisfied smile on my face”

Apparently the reason why my installation was cancelled in the first place for Thursday is because someone came in and quit on the spot. I can understand that now because if the boss speaks to his customers like the way he did, how does he speak and treat his employees? Its quite sad really because the consultant was really good, the installers are really good but the boss, crap, he really dropped the ball on this one and I will be letting them know that’s for sure.

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Temp rise


I have decided not to get myself too worked up about this cycle, last cycle I went a bit mental with the blood tests and what not, this cycle I’m going to relax. How can I be super vigilant with this cycle when I really don’t know what to expect? I’ve ovulated early, my temp only rose this morning after obvious ovulation cramps on CD9, we got to inseminations in, I don’t know when really to expect AF if it fails as my cycle has gone wonky this and last cycle, so what can I do except go along for the ride. I only have 3 pregnancy tests and I am determined not to use them until test day, which I don’t know when that is = (thanks Mrs LaLa for your new take on faces, I’ve pinched it)

Our heating/cooling is being fitted today, well should be anyway. I called the manager yesterday and he told me that the reason they had to cancel is because one of the guys that was due to do our house had resigned the day before the job. BS! How many people do you know that quit there job right before Christmas ……………………. NONE. Anyway, apparently mine being a double hitter being both heating & cooling to be installed, takes 2 men …………………. lucky me, so they should be here between 8.30am-10am today and heaven help them if they aren’t here by then!

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+OPK’s and CD10

So this morning gave me a -OPK, after the cramps last night it just cemented in me that I was ovulating early, what can one do but accept what is happening to ones self. However this mornings temp didn’t rise? Now I am confused. I may put it down to stress last night and a late night but WTF!

Thanks everyone for your input, it really helps me get prospective.

I’m going to bitch now so watch out:
I was meant to be getting ducted heating and cooling today but at 3.30pm I got a call from the company telling me they over booked and because mine is a big job they need to change the day! I told them I needed it this weekend and gave them a list of reasons to no avail. The receptionist, poor girl, was the one that had to call me and deal with their stupidity. I couldn’t believe that after I called them on Tuesday morning to confirm the date, which they did, they wait until the last minute to cancel on me. The receptionist told me to call back today at 9.30am to speak with the manager who had conveniently given her the task to call me and then slipped out for the day. Bastard. That’s fine to call him today but then its too late isn’t it. So he will get a piece of my mind in about 2 hours. BASTARD!

Then I call my mum to ask if she can stay at our house on the day they decide they can fit me in as I will possibly be at work to be told that my sister refuses to come to my house for Christmas! Usually we have Christmas at my mother and fathers but as they are getting older I decided I would take it on. (hence the ducted cooling, its summer here) I can’t believe that she will not come after traveling for hours one year to have it at my adopted sisters place she won’t come to mine 3 suburbs over. You see she like to go to mums because she walks in late with her feral family, eats and then walks out. She complains the whole day about being sick, she has lung disease and asthma but that doesn’t stop her from SMOKING. She doesn’t pay for a thing and doesn’t lift a finger to help with the cleaning or anything. Of course she like to go to mum’s. My sister has always had a stick up her butt about my older brother & his wife and now my husband & I, all because she perceives that we think we are better then she is. OK so that’s true, but its only because we have worked for what we want; our home, our cars, our JOBS, whilst she sits on her large arse in a housing commission house that was brand new when she was given it, hates the idea that she must pay rent for the property (although ridiculously low rent) and claims welfare for herself and her partner and her feral kids. And she doesn’t want to come to MY house. Christmas is the only time I do she her so its no skin off my nose, FUCK here too.

But on a better note, all the people that I want to see on Christmas Day will be here, my mum, dad, nephews, nieces, great nieces & nephews, sister in-law & mother in-law. And even though we aren’t getting the cooling today, it will be done by Christmas and we will be able to relax and not worry about a thing. Oh that is of course except me who has to run around like a chook without a head doing all the cooking and cleaning!

Just a side note – Mrs LaLa, mmmmmmmm the canned pumpkin, sorry we don’t do that either!

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+OPK’s and CD10

So this morning gave me a -OPK, after the cramps last night it just cemented in me that I was ovulating early, what can one do but accept what is happening to ones self. However this mornings temp didn’t rise? Now I am confused. I may put it down to stress last night and a late night but WTF!

Thanks everyone for your input, it really helps me get prospective.

I’m going to bitch now so watch out:
I was meant to be getting ducted heating and cooling today but at 3.30pm I got a call from the company telling me they over booked and because mine is a big job they need to change the day! I told them I needed it this weekend and gave them a list of reasons to no avail. The receptionist, poor girl, was the one that had to call me and deal with their stupidity. I couldn’t believe that after I called them on Tuesday morning to confirm the date, which they did, they wait until the last minute to cancel on me. The receptionist told me to call back today at 9.30am to speak with the manager who had conveniently given her the task to call me and then slipped out for the day. Bastard. That’s fine to call him today but then its too late isn’t it. So he will get a piece of my mind in about 2 hours. BASTARD!

Then I call my mum to ask if she can stay at our house on the day they decide they can fit me in as I will possibly be at work to be told that my sister refuses to come to my house for Christmas! Usually we have Christmas at my mother and fathers but as they are getting older I decided I would take it on. (hence the ducted cooling, its summer here) I can’t believe that she will not come after traveling for hours one year to have it at my adopted sisters place she won’t come to mine 3 suburbs over. You see she like to go to mums because she walks in late with her feral family, eats and then walks out. She complains the whole day about being sick, she has lung disease and asthma but that doesn’t stop her from SMOKING. She doesn’t pay for a thing and doesn’t lift a finger to help with the cleaning or anything. Of course she like to go to mum’s. My sister has always had a stick up her butt about my older brother & his wife and now my husband & I, all because she perceives that we think we are better then she is. OK so that’s true, but its only because we have worked for what we want; our home, our cars, our JOBS, whilst she sits on her large arse in a housing commission house that was brand new when she was given it, hates the idea that she must pay rent for the property (although ridiculously low rent) and claims welfare for herself and her partner and her feral kids. And she doesn’t want to come to MY house. Christmas is the only time I do she her so its no skin off my nose, FUCK here too.

But on a better note, all the people that I want to see on Christmas Day will be here, my mum, dad, nephews, nieces, great nieces & nephews, sister in-law & mother in-law. And even though we aren’t getting the cooling today, it will be done by Christmas and we will be able to relax and not worry about a thing. Oh that is of course except me who has to run around like a chook without a head doing all the cooking and cleaning!

Just a side note – Mrs LaLa, mmmmmmmm the canned pumpkin, sorry we don’t do that either!

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Something very strange

OK so this morning I said that my OPK was getting a line, tonight I thought, give it another test bet its not there, low and behold its darker! Today is CD9, I can feel the ache of ovulation as well. Why is it the 2 cycles being done with donor are completely different to any I have ever done before? I just don’t understand, so tomorrow will be a tell tale from my temp.

I txt our Target today and all is well, he made contact and turned up tonight to add his ‘input’, will see him again tomorrow night and maybe the next if this ovulation is early. I don’t think I will need anymore than Friday I think.

Have just completed the insemination and used a Instead Cup after the fact as with practice today think I would loose too many of the swimmers and I must say I’m not really loving the cups, but time will tell.

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Oh My

OMG, what is this, I POAS this morning with FMU and I am starting to get a line on my OPK! Its too early, I’m only CD9, there should not be a line yet…………….. I should still have days before the line appears, I’m confused :/ Will test again this afternoon but that bloody boy better ring back or I will kill him!

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